yaoi where the mc has internal homophobia? Specifically internal homophobia and not mc's ...

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_trigger/ : pushed to an extreme (very good though)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/unknown_taratsumi_john/ : ch.3
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/illumination/ : fisrt story and ch.4 has a a guy not being confessed to because of that
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nikushokujuu_no_table_manner/ : definitely the first story
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/utsusemi_ni_akari/ : sequel to http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kurayami_ni_strobe/ in which one of the side characters had a difficult time accepting that his friend is dating a guy

thanks for the recs!
anyone else have any others?

I was interested to I did a tag search on the word "homophobia"
http://www.mangago.zone/tag/homophobia/