Are you serious. Did your first love make his friends rape you will he was watching ?! . No one who went thro such a thing can still be holding any feelings for him let alone have feelings after that . Stop comparing yourself to him . Your first love probably only hurt you emotionally. But kyung so have been hurt physically and mentally. Its like committing a crime by killing you . Stop putting excuses for this messed up story that has totally zero connection to real life . No human being can hold feelings for such a psycho
That is why he such an easy target hence the title
Yule was technically his first love, correct? No one really forgets that. So even after all of the horrible things Yule put him through, Kyung Soo can't help but have a soft spot for his first love. It's a weird and screwed up thing to have towards a guy like Yule, but like all humans, he can't help that. Heck, i still have a soft spot for my first love and he hurt me unbelievably badly. But there's still a small part of me that cares deeply about him for some reason. It might possibly be a case of stockholm syndrome, but we humans and our emotions are a very complicated thing to comprehend. While everyone is saying that Kyung Soo is an idiot for still staying and caring for Yule, it might just be that he cannot help it. His state of mind could very well be as screwed as Yule's, or Dong Hyuk's, but not in the psychotic way they chose to show it. He could just be depending on the happy memories of Yule from the past or over romanticizing them to try to forget all of the horror he's been though. He's reverting back to a place and person (of sorts) that he felt safe and happy with. But this is just my opinion. So take or leave it as you please.