Same, but my second thought would be that it's another trick. Apparently it's really common for people to be aggressive and then turn to getting sympathy if things don't work out. Idk
He is just acting. He is trying to make Shou feel bad and make him forgive. Then he will continue abusing Shou from where left
Harada always make reader feel quality, and i just hope he try kill him self couase all he do until now but not death and after that uke keep eyes to him an make he back to the good side
I think he going kill him self