But don't you feel bad for Jinha? :'> I mean he has to deal with the rumors he's being gay and all but he still declares that he likes Siwon and trying to protect him from Lu Xuan Run┗( T﹏T )┛And the thing that frustrates a lot of people (including me) is that Siwon keeps misunderstanding Jinhan, even yells at him (￣ε(#￣)Σ
Siwon likes Jinha, the China trip arc proved that. He wants this relationship but he needs time to nurture his feelings into sexual desire. The reason he yells at Jinha or doesn't believe in him isn't because Siwon doesn't love him, it's because of LXR's deceptions and Jinha's history with jealousy and violence. Siwon just wants Jinha to stop being so possessive and exclusive. The story framed Jinha's outbursts as problematic more than once: it's stated that Siwon loves Jinha when he smiles, not when he's moody and treats people like dirt, and while Jinha displayed a very hurtful behaviour throughout the first part of the story, Siwon fell for him only after he learned that Jinha was his sweet childhood friend.
Also, Siwon doesn't suspect anything about what's going on. He thinks Jinha's being jealous and controlling. One can point out Siwon's lack of understanding but it's suspicious how Jinha's being silent about the whole thing too. I think they both have something to learn about this: Siwon mustn't dismiss Jinha's actions over some assumption and Jinha needs to stop lying to protect people. You can't protect people if you lie to them, because you can't protect someone if they aren't aware of the danger.
Jinha doesn't really care about the rumours and what people think about him, mostly because he made up his mind about his feelings for Siwon. Siwon isn't there yet. He's in a very sensitive place: he likes Jinha, he wants the intimacy of a relationship but there are things they need to work through before marrying, lmao. Surely Siwon could make an effort into trying to hurt Jinha less though. He seems to say a lot of stuff he doesn't mean when he's angry that Jinha could live without.
LXR aka evil sexy beast is exploiting all the holes he finds in their ship to sunk it and I kind of like it. I'm so curious about what Waje wants to try with this character(▰˘◡˘▰)
I totally agree with you, people are calling Siwon a jerk, without really understanding his situation and his point of view.
i would give you a coockie for this comment but i can't. Thank you for explaining this so well.
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EXACTLY! but the bl fandom has so many toxic ppl, not even wanting to understand someones circumstances... they think only of the present, never about the developement...
YA like literally if you went to school and saw dozens of pictures of you kissing a person of the same sex without EVEN COMING OUT ON YOUR OWN you would look 4 someone to blame too! (not saying its right to blame Jinha tho) why not just try to understand Siwons situation?!? BUT NOPE EVERYONE BLAMES SIWON Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
I don't understand all the rage towards Siwon, I think the character has been pretty consistent and I find it really hard to get angry or frustrated with him or any of the characters.
All this hate against the uke just because you want them to bone. This is a shounen ai, there isn't going to be any graphic sex scene. I don't understand all this frustration, there isn't going to be any sex catharsis at all. Rather, there is a lot of good character development set up by the events of this arc and I can't wait to read about it (=・ω・=)
Also, this is so entertaining right now! I hate Lu Xuan Run but I really like him too. After all this building up, I was itching to see him pursuing Siwon and to see if or how he's going to change. Honestly I hope this arc goes on forever, lmao