Along with Yujin, Siwoo slowly over his trauma.. There's come a day when a sudden meeting between TFSB and Siwoo which reminded Siwoo to his trauma back.. On that sudden meeting, Siwoo almost being rape with TFSB.. On the 2nd meeting, Siwoo and TFSB having sex.. I don't know the reason.. 1st, Siwoo just went horny, 2nd TFSB persistently ask to have sex.. But I'm prerty much sure during the sec, Siwoo's intentions are to make sure his feelings, does he still like TFSB or not. Then, there is also come shocked siuation where Yujin heard Siwoo's murmuring TFSB's name when Yujin give him a blow job during Siwoo's sleep. This was when Yujin, slowly give some space to himself and Siwoo, he also said to Siwoo that he want Siwoo to reconfirmed his feelings towards him. Because, apparently, Siwoo accept his feelings..
Idk why the hell Siwoo keep meeting TFSB and having sex.. Everytime he meet they have sex.. But, during sex, Siwoo reminded of the way Yujin held him.. Then, after, Siwoo accidentally said Yujin's name when he is having sex with TFSB.. TFSB got sooooo mad and started his violence and sadistic character towards Siwoo.. Then he search Yujin's number on Siwoo's phone and message him the locations he currently at.. When Yujin arrived, there is no TFSB, but he saw Siwoo in a very poor state with the dick toys inside his ass, his is blindfolded, there is string lid inside his dick's hole.. Despite being angry, Yujin more worried towarda Siwoo and try to remove all the stuffs.. When he tryvto remove the string lid, Siwoo screaming hurt.. Then he let Siwoo's rest and starting to ask who's the one responsible, Siwoo refused to tell, and try to change the subject by seducing Yujin..
So now is he in love with Yujin?
While having sex, Yujin look for a chance to remove the string lid and he finally removed them.. When Siwoo looks tired, he starting to ask the same questions. Thats when, Siwoo accidentally shout it's all none of his business (I'm not sure, but..).. Yujin snap, but he keep it cool, he agreed to Siwoo that its none of his business and there is some other things he said but I'm not sure what is it.. The last thing, I'm sure is, he said, "It's fine, hyung. Thank you." Siwoo snap when he heard last sentence of Yujin and he try to grab Yujin's hand but Yujin snatched his hand and accidentally his hand hit Siwoo's face hard and Yujin went outside.
The next day, Siwoo went to his best friend house looking all pale and terrible.. He went for treatment then, he went home.. At home he keep reminiscing on Yujin and then his producer which is the uncle (remember Yujin's brother) called him and told him that Yujin wanted to give up his manager positions (maybe, I'm not sure).. While Yujin punch the puncing bag so cruelly while his mind in state where all this time Siwoo was actually playing around with his feelings. He then saw 2 missed calls from Siwoo and called him back, during the calls, Siwoo beg for him a forgiveness and give him chance.. There are replied from Yujin but I'm not sure what it is, but it seems Yujin agreed to give him a chance or maybe not. Then, after the calls, there are something, Siwoo's muttering but I don't know what it is, and he seems hurriedly get up to meet Yujin, but there is TFSB waiting for him in front of his room..
--END OF CHAPTER 52--
I'm afraid if my assumption wrong.. But he is actually in love with Yujin since the first day he meti Yujin but his feelings have been covered with pityful situation that make him think twice..for the chapter 52, he is sure he love Yujin, because he don't want Yujin to hate him and leave him..
God, I just realize there is a mistake here.. When Siwoo being slut with so many man, Yujin appeard on his mind and he thought he supposed to accept Yujin's confession back then.. But suddenly he remembered TFSB who treat him gently afterbhis being rape with the TJOM.. Tjen he accidentally slip ot TFSB's name..
When I look and read back what I wrote this not simply summaries.. It's complicated.. Ha. Ha. Ha. Summary should be a paragraph and 60 words..
Let just say, I tell you the whole story for the next chapter until chapter 52..
Thank u
I’m happy someone finally explains what happened
I thought he loves Hyun at first
I don’t have the feelings that Yujin agreed to give another try (to crushed for it) and Siwoo is definitively scared of his ex
I'm not sure about the agreement.. But about the definite, I said YES.. He is not saying TFSB name because he loves him, but more like Trauma..
I thought that so as well..and I'm glad I read the raws but at some point I regret reading this manhwa.. Why did my finger so easy to pick this manhwa and why does my eyes interested with the lovely cover page and why does my mind expecting a lovey-dovey story-line.. I hate my ownself..
also I read last 5 chapters again
And could u plz tell me what they were talking about when siwoo said Yujin’s name during sex
So basically siwoo was constantly abused for almost all of his career and has terrible trauma and basically Stockholm syndrome and feels like he can't trust the only one who he really loves who really loves him back?
Thank you thank you so now I know but I don't have to read it!
All that at chapter 52?! We're only at chapter 19!!! Omgg it's going to be one hell of an emotional journey for the readers! What did I just got myself into!
Sorry I didn't read it and won't but I'm curious . were yujin and siwoo together at some point? did he cheat?
About does Yujin and Siwoo together at some point, I will say... "maybe?"
Not sure, but there will some lovey-dovey scene (not really are lovey-dovey scene, more like, Siwoo trust Yujin and they've been smiling and enjoying their life together before Siwoo met TFSB for the 2nd time.. That's what I remember, I'm not sure..
And for me, YES INDEED SIWOO CHEATING. What else you callee for people who apparently accepting other but at the same time having sex with their ex? And I total mad for what he done! Yujin need happiness.. Please let Yujin move on and be with someone else.. He deserve much more better person.
Oh sorry, I got too emotional. Urghh.. My head hurts..
Its more like he thought maybe Yujin don't deserve someone like him.. Yujin too precious for him.. But at thr same time he don't want Yujin to leave him.. (which means he hold a feelings for Yujin, LOVE)
I didn't read but I agree with you 100%, he should totally move on. But here I am... even without reading giving my opinion :DD
feels like the story is about to end soon.. chapter 53 will propably be like siwoo talking having closure with hyun and then he will go to yujin and then ofcourse theybwill have sex... chapter 60 will propably the ending chapter..... the propability of a threesome ending is quite low lol..... hope there will be s2 or extras and the lead will be hyun where he overcome his love with yujin
Nope
I just read chapter 53 AND I HAVE TO KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON
that Hyun guy is super annoying
I read the raws.. plus with a little knowledge of Korean reading.. I can simply summarize based on what I understand..
So, basically, after Yujin's confession during high school, Siwoo felt guilty when he saw Yujin's crying.. At some point, he also felt so bad and he thought he really was a terrible person for making Yujin's crying so bad.. (At this point, Siwoo already likes Yujin, but he just doesn't realize or maybe he still not sure about his feelings, that's why he rejected Yujin)
When he grew up, he met Hyun (The Fucking Sadistic Bastard, I'm going to use TFSB after this) at his workplace which was TFSB was apparently his manager.. At first, their impressions towards each other are somehow like hate.. As usual Siwoo he is super clingy with whomever he being with, as well as with TFSB..
Then, there was a day, comes TFSB suddenly confessed to Siwoo and kissed him and wanted to go further (I mean sex).. Siwoo surprised on the situation and ran away scarily with tears flowing down his cheeks.. Then, when he ran, he bump onto The Jerk Old Man, TJOM (I don't know what position that TJOM and I don't his fucking name, let just assume TJOM was his name, haha.)
While Siwoo with TJOM.. TJOM is super great at manipulate the situation.. He said he would listened to Siwoo he currently in state of afraid on TFSB.. TJOM brought Siwoo inside the hotel and it turned out TJOM a sadistic bastard.. He rape Siwoo, after finished, he called TFSB to pick him up.. Woaww that old seriously I really want to kill him!! Haha. Okay, continued.. Oh yeah, let me remind you, along this situation, TFSB not yet a sadistic.
Then, after the incident, Siwoo become a slut. He maybe think, doing from the back is much better than the front, then he is having sex with so manyyyyy other old guys... During sex, he Yujin suddenly appeared on his mind, the day Yujin confessed to him, and accidentally said Yujin's name.. You know the others feelings when you having sex but the other suddenly said another guy name.. You suck the situation.. Then Siwoo was treated violently from all the fucking guys he being mess with.. (That's when he also realizes that he got feelings towards Yujin)
After being treated violently, Siwoo went meeting TFSB, he just cried, but inside, he felt so much sadness and guilty, he maybe thought that he supposed to accept Yujin's confession.. So that, he will happily that day.. Later then, Siwoo and TFSB being sex partner or maybe he was accepting TFSB to be his boyfriend.. Sex partner, read my word, because this 2 words about to change later but then Siwoo keep it secret.
During sex partner stage, he messing around with TFSB like kissing publicly until The Fucking Sunbae, sunbae blackmailing him.. Still, Siwoo keep refusing to have sleep with sunbae.. Then comes the day, where at some point, TFSB also had a girlfriend (that's what I think, or maybe I read it wrong,).. Siwoo felt sooooo jealous.. Ha. Ha. Ha. This is when I hate Siwoo.. I'm not sure why he is jealous, but it shows that Siwoo maybe thought that TFSB having sex with him as a replacement of that girl.. (Yeah, you can assume, this was when he have slightly love towards TFSB)..
With the jealousy, he called the sunbae to sleep with him.. Guess where they did.. Inside TFSB house.. When TFSB came home he heard and saw those two having sex in the living room as I recall, or maybe in the bedroom, I don't remember.. But Siwoo looks at TFSB with a smirk, which mean Siwoo wants to make TFSB jealous too.. I tell you he seriously make a wrong step for making TFSB jealous.. Because after sunbae leave, TFSB pull and hit Siwoo's head violently to the walls, Siwoo's head bleed so bad.. It's like TFSB turn himself from angel to demon.. He violently rape Siwoo.. (actually, on this moment, I'm on TFSB side but after the violence.. I said NO!)
The next day, Siwoo went to his best friend house looking pale but try to covered it with a poor smile.. When his friend try to pat his head as usual, Siwoo's looking so terrified, and told his friend everything about the violence he had on his everyday life with TFSB after the incident with sunbae. Then, I don't know what happen, but after that, Siwoo keep changing manager until Yujin's appeared..
Then, a happy life with Yujin also include his trauma.. Which is why he keep dreaming about that TFSB.. He is actually also want TFSB to turn back at his past self which was a caring, gentle guy..which mean, his still not over TFSB and maybe still have a bit love towards TFSB.. Yujin, who is innocently deeply in love with Siwoo, tried hus best to make Siwoo love him..