
so, long history short, i had this boooyfriend like 2 years ago, who i reaaaally loved, but it was a destructive love, he always was there for me but at the same time he made things that hurt me! Finally i couldn't stand it and ended it! we have now a respectable relationship! we see each other and say hello, etc.

so i fell now like he didn't really love at all! I have mixed feelings, I'm happy that he has moved on and that we can leave everything bad in the past, but at the same time I feel sad, like i was the only one who fell in love, he told me too that i was too smart to fall back into a misfortune like me, which only brought hardship and problems to your life.
help, i need a friend like now, :C