but he didn't get to confess to the uke when he was alive, and the uke would never know that they love each other ( T--T )
He probably knew from their last night together but they both chose not to say it because saying it no longer makes any difference when he will no longer be here.
Oh that makes it more heart wrenching T.T. uhh but the last scene when he finally admit that he loves him but he wasn't there anymore
Yeah so I believe they both know each other’s feelings but chose not to say nor admit because by doing so it’d mean accepting the cruel reality that they can never be together, which means completely losing each other. Which is, yes, so very heart wrenching :’(
i was afraid to start this since i know it is tragedy. i thought the first 2 chapters saved me from it, but the last 2 were just heartbreaking. i can never do good, and it made me cry. at least in the end, i know he got to convey his feelings.