Following
Maybe this one because it sure does sound like the same story lol
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/toshigoro_no_otokonoko_to_are/
No (though it is a good one, it's not the one I was looking for. :( )
Found it, cause I'm a dork and it was there the whole damned time. *sigh*
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kokoro_kanda_neko/mh/90c322f4e74b2f859cf4ac640f8dc1ca_chapter-5/pg-1/
I've dug through all my damned read list, but I think it may have gotten marked unread or something, because I CAN NOT FIND IT. Grr.
I'm looking for a yaoi manga. It might be part of a multiple-story volume or standalone. No idea. It's best friends/classmates (I can't remember if it's HS or Uni but I *think* HS) who started jacking each other off one time when neither has a girlfriend. After they'd been doing it for a while (weeks? I don't remember), the seme starts wanting to finger the uke's butt, and wanting to kiss. The uke (of course) freaks out. Turns out Seme likes uke but didn't even realize it himself. At one point, uke asks him and he's like "Like you? Not particularly." Totally pissing the uke off.
Anyone? This is frustrating me all to hell and back. :(