┑(￣Д ￣)┍ WhY yOu WrOtE a wHoLe EsSaY ??! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I really approve with this comment (｡ŏ_ŏ)
It feels like the seme is the only one who likes him (｡-_-｡)
And the uke is just with him because he got rejected with that blonde guyヽ(｀⌒´)ノ
And i dont really feel comfortable with this....
(pls dont hate me)
yesss I felt the same way too. I remembered I was so excited when I first read this manga since the first few chapters were so cute and fluffy, but after that it just become really painful to read as the misunderstandings piled up. As much as I sympathise with the uke, I also felt that really the seme was too good for him.
I have read the manga before and re-read it for a few times now. I just can't help feeling that the uke is so disappointing. I just can't take a pity on him. I feel the seme is way too good for the uke. I am also aware that this is not for me to judge, since the seme really loves the uke and they did have a deep connection.
However, this bothers me so much that I have to re-read this manga to find out what it is exactly. This story is more sad than warm to me. I simply cannot let go of the fact that the uke turned to the blonde-hair guy for comfort when he thought he got rejected by the seme. I know why he did that based on his childhood experience, still, he is being so selfish and gives up on the love between him and the seme so easily. I feel sad that love can be so fragile and easy to break.
I think it bothers me when someone who has a sad life thinks negatively about everything and therefore cracks his life. It is a horrifying cycle of thinking. I just feel faintly sad, but that sadness haunts me. I disapprove uke so much that I also partially don't think he deserves seme. Since so many people in real life holds a sad story, but they can still look positively at this world or they at least strive for a better day.
This is also just one of many feelings I own, I also sometimes feel nice they can finally be together. That's also why I had an emotionally break-down when I saw the uke turned to another guy for consolation. I hope for his happiness so much so much that I suffer to see him give up on his love with the seme.