looking for a Yaoi manga

I'm looking for this manga I read a while ago. About this kid who's a crossdresser and he crossdresses for this OLDER guy? Then some stuff happens and they part ways. then years later the crossdresser guy is living a normal life no longer crossdressing and happens to see the older guy crossdressing infront of a bar they use to meet up at...... (I think) they make up and the crossdresser starts crossdressing again.


I know i explained it in a very vague way but I remember it in a very vague way. If this helps the crossdresser has black hair (when her not crossdressing) and the older guy has light hair.

Thanks a lot if you can help me find it TTvTT