Responses
He's afraid that if he tels, Lucaon will not love him anymore and pushes him away but Kyon has, nowhere to go... it's the same while I never told my parents some stuff I did in childhood because the thought of them finding out and getting mad at me was so scary I just didn't tell and when I'm grown up now and I'm able to justify my actions back then. I can confront them and they are laughing rather than are mad... but back then if I had told them, they would have been mad and yelled at me and maybe even punished (back then it was okay to punish athe kid)
If Kyon loves the master so much then why doesn't he tell himm sooner rather than later like T.T