I agree ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I agree that it’s a weird start and they do belong together but disagree with the rest of your comment. The uke faking sleep and loving the situation is still consensual or his part.
I get that it's not rape cuz that uke wanted it too. BUT what I meant was that the Seme didn't know the person he loves wasn't drunk and awake. Thus, until the moment the uke told him the truth, the Seme should have thought that what he did was not consensual and that had he raped the Uke. Which is as always, a trope in yaoi.
He didn't know but that still doesn't change the reality that the uke was wide awake and wanted sex so I do not consider it raping. The uke made it clear he was consenting. I am not a fan of how things went down, it's dumb and I wish it didn't need to go this way but that is how their relationship got started. I actually read a lot of Yaoi and tend to avoid actual rape tropes. Many Yaoi involves consent as well.
I know there will be hate from fans for saying this but this start is just too creepy. Even if the Uke was faking sleep, the Seme still did it thinking he was asleep. For all things considered for the Seme, he should know that he was raping the person he claims to love right? That would just be too creepy irl. But I guess the Uke loves the Seme despite all that. I mean he did fake sleep the whole time. That in itself is a little weird. Maybe that's why they belong together. lol