I really enjoy reading sadistic manga or abusive seme,did something wrong with me ?

i don't know but I ask the same XD every time I enjoy a sadits manga or abusivo XD ┗( T﹏T )┛

There's nothing wrong with you, in fact, it's the same psychological mechanism that makes people watch gory/violent horror or action movies. Provided you understand and maintain the difference between this kind of fiction/fantasy and don't actually start treating someone else like this then you're okay. If you start abusing someone because you get enjoyment out of it in real life, then you have a problem.

nah, who decided wat was considered "normal" anyway, i cant say im particularly into this genre, i just like seeing... regret? i mean, wouldnt it be nice if the abusive one got dumped and felt r e g r e t?