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It's okay, don't push yourself too hard if you know you can't do it. You can scream your frustrations out in a remote place and don't just think too much. Insomnia is hard to deal with because I have it, so if you're really tired try taking a break.

Tell them you're not an AI that can do anything with regarding to feelings or not. You're a person who has limitations. Don't be scared to let it out and tell them.
:)

╮(￣▽￣)╭ maybe it will help u to

why don't u try drawing . it helped me
╮(￣▽￣)╭ maybe it will help u to

I hope you will feel better in The future .
I am similar to you , but I feel sadness , emptines and I must be "happy" in front of my "friends"
Wall no one cares about me (Your grammar is definitly Better )

*Well

Firstly: don't apologise. You clearly needed to get it out.
Secondly, don't immediately backpedal at this, but have you considered seeing someone? A professional? A therapist, or psychologist, or, as seems to be the case with what you need, a psychiatrist?
There is so much stigma against using the professional healthcare system for mental health, but it's invaluable. There's nothing wrong with seeking help when you truly need it. It works. It really does. And if nothing else, it'll let you vent and get it off your chest for a brief moment. It's incredible how liberating even a brief respite can be.
All the best. Hope you're okay.

It's depression, you either need to see a psychiatrist or a psychotherapist.

I will give a try. I usually write, it helps but lately i didnt have time

Thank you so much . I hope that you feel better to

Thank you . I already considered it, but for the moment my family cant afford it. So maybe in the future
But really thank you