my opinion- miyauchi wants to apologize to kudu for he thought that leaving kudu, to allow him to find his soulmate is the right thing to do to make him happy. in this chapter he learned that he was ignoring kudu (and his own) feelings, by being afraid to end up like his mother and to end up alone again.
hoped it helped abit even tho its my own take on this chapter ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
i dunno, but i can easily tell. maybe i'm used to them since i've been using emoji for years.
(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ closed fist, the closest for a thumbs up
ლ(´ڡ`ლ) classic anime "oopps" equivalent to shrug.
╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ shrug
(︶︿︶)=凸 flashing the middle finger
(╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 angry middle finger with veins popping
#-.-) sweatdrop
( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ i don't know how to say it in english. it's a "beso-beso" kiss
Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) unhappily surprised
⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ blushing
(● ̄(エ) ̄●) bear
(=・ω・=) cat
please guys explain this chapter , whom and why miyauichi want to apologize , story is getting so so confused