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Thegirlnextdoor September 12, 2017 2:58 am

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I'm going to talk about the newest chapter (chap 33). If you dont want to read spoiler, ppl ignore this post.

In chap 33, Jun told Subin he loved him and Subin starts learning what's love (he likes a child, so cutee). But when he saw Hyunwoo with Noona and her bf, he knows that he cant forget Hyunwoo. He's jealous so he cant comeback to the house they used to live together. He immediately calls Jun, told hyung he want to see hyung soon. Subin made me so sad for hyung because I feel like he just needs hyung as a tool to tell himself not to think about Hyunwoo. Maybe Subin just wants to hear Jun's voice to pull him out of his own jealousness. I think it's sad but natural, people cant forget the one they loved fastly.

In my opinion, I wish Subin will be with Hyung. It's real life when your 1st love isn't a happy ending and you have to find another person who in love with you, made your life easier and let the past go. Subin needs time to get over Hyunwoo but I dont want them to get back together, they will be back to friends (mate) but not love, as a lesson/memory of youth. I think Reck (the author) has reason to keep Subin lovey dovey with Jun until now, if in the future, he comebacks to Hyunwoo, it needs something really serious happens to change Subin's mind.
But it's manhwa, so maybe Subin will comeback to Hyunwoo in the end.

Responses
    Lov_lymj September 11, 2017 11:40 am

    dear you should've marked this as spoiler and yes Subin's using Hyung as a shoulder to cry on, to forget the pain but it's really to cruel of him I really hope Hyung is the one backing out off this before he is really too deep into this (tho it might be to late already) and gets hurt a lot. Subin being angry that Hyunwoo doesn't look miserable (he wanted him to?) as he expected/wanted him to which led him to believe Hyunwoo's pleads (to be together, to come home) where lies, realising he still loves him, jealous that he is still around noona, completely ignoring noona's bf being there too proves his love might never change and hyung isn't the one who makes him forget about his love and neither does he love Hyung. I am sure Hyung will be furious once he finds out. He really deserves better than Subin.

    Thegirlnextdoor September 11, 2017 3:19 pm
    dear you should've marked this as spoiler and yes Subin's using Hyung as a shoulder to cry on, to forget the pain but it's really to cruel of him I really hope Hyung is the one backing out off this before he is... Lov_lymj

    Oh im sorry for the spoiler :(( im so careless :((
    About Subin im sad and a little bit of uneasy too :( But i think he's just a young bold boy with a 3 year unrequite love. He needs time to forget, to grow up (like all young people in real world). In chap 29, it seems Hyunwoo has showed Subin his true feeling for Subin but Subin turned him down and cameback to hyung. He doesnt cheat on hyung. He calls hyung because he knew he already has somebody to turn to, somebody he can see when comebacks home - more than Hyunwoo. Maybe Subin doesnt love hyung now, but it can change and i think Subin is trying to learn what's love (and he try to love hyung). I can feel him because i used to be in that condition :( I think we better do like Subin, stop clinging to/hoping in someone doesnt respect your love and try to open your heart. Dont be strict to him because he's still young and silly (like us in our young age right?)
    And about hyung. I love him the most. I wish in my life will have someone like him appears and i will forget my ex already ^^. You can think Subin doesnt deserved to hyung and use him. But dont forget Subin never has a thought that he will leave hyung (althought Hyunwoo said he wants him to comeback). He want to live with hyung, he's natural jealous because he used to love Hyunwoo but he knew there's somebody need him more and he wants to see that guy whenever he feels he lost his way. Subin and hyung need each other. Jun loves Subin and Subin's faithful to him, try to return his love, i think it's enough. So please give Subin a chance. I think we all can see ourself in him when we love someone but cant get them. Hyung loves Subin so he will be happy if Subin loves him back, i dont to see him be leaved alone :(

    ikariam1 September 11, 2017 4:10 pm

    wtf bro, can't you edit or delete your post? srsly, everyone hates spoilers

    Thegirlnextdoor September 11, 2017 4:38 pm
    wtf bro, can't you edit or delete your post? srsly, everyone hates spoilers ikariam1

    Im edit my post it'so careless of me to not warning before. Everyone hates spoilers? No. Maybe theres someone want to read (or already read newest chapter and wanna find someone to share their feelings) so I dont delete it. Im sorry if it bothers you.

    ikariam1 September 11, 2017 7:16 pm
    Im edit my post it'so careless of me to not warning before. Everyone hates spoilers? No. Maybe theres someone want to read (or already read newest chapter and wanna find someone to share their feelings) so I do... Thegirlnextdoor

    I'm sorry, it just made me mad, I've seen too many unwanted spoilers recently. Thank you for editing your post. It's nice when people have read raws and/or want to share their ideas, but please continue using warnings at the beginning of each post.

    ikariam1 September 11, 2017 7:20 pm
    Im edit my post it'so careless of me to not warning before. Everyone hates spoilers? No. Maybe theres someone want to read (or already read newest chapter and wanna find someone to share their feelings) so I do... Thegirlnextdoor

    And by the way, I really like your reasoning (about the manhwa)

    Thegirlnextdoor September 12, 2017 1:17 am
    And by the way, I really like your reasoning (about the manhwa) ikariam1

    Oh you dont need to sorry me :( I'm wrong in the first place. It seems like many people dont think like me, so I'm really glad you understand my thought about the manhwa : D (you in #teamhyung too, right? <3)
    Hate Mate's quite closed to real life, the story's slow and it's hard to keep up with the characters's feelings :'(

    Anonymous September 12, 2017 1:36 am
    dear you should've marked this as spoiler and yes Subin's using Hyung as a shoulder to cry on, to forget the pain but it's really to cruel of him I really hope Hyung is the one backing out off this before he is... Lov_lymj

    Nope. Subin deserves better than Hyunwoo. It's not like Kang Jun doesn't KNOW how Subin feels, mmkay? And Subin isn't at fault for being too afraid to not cling onto the first person closest to him to offer a helping hand. He's already been hurt once by the rat bastard Hyunwoo. Hyunwoo is the only one who needs to resolve his pathetic life.

    Also, did you not read the most recent chapter? The noona and her bf are together only because they like the same faces, and the noona likes her boyfriend's face. And it wouldn't be surprising if Subin knows that. After all, he's worked together with them much longer. So, her bf being there with her and Hyunwoo is IRRELEVANT.

    KT.

    Lov_lymj September 12, 2017 10:52 am
    Nope. Subin deserves better than Hyunwoo. It's not like Kang Jun doesn't KNOW how Subin feels, mmkay? And Subin isn't at fault for being too afraid to not cling onto the first person closest to him to offer a... @Anonymous

    Not defending Hyunwoo but you are a little to harsh on Hyunwoo. He was a D. for hurting Subin, obviously, but he was a confused man who forced himself to like 'noona' bc it's easier according to him. He had it hard too, so pls don't say he needs to resolve his pathetic life. He felt conflicted for years, needed to accept his sexuality, himself and his feelings and it isn't an easy thing for no one. Once again, I am not saying that what he did wasn't shitty, just that we should understand him a little and give him at least a chance to make up for it. For me he is really relateable. As for Subin, if you have read chap. 33 he isn't much better (for me). He drowns himself in Hyungs comfort to forget the pain, to vent out his anger, to have a shoulder to cry on, but not bc he likes him - even he toys with him. No just bc it's a person who likes him. Hence why Hyung deserves better and I highly doubt they'd work out in the long run, till Hyung throws the towl. You seem to forget that Hyung believes Subin likes him already to a certain degree or tries to convince himself he does. He even told Hyunwoo that 'Subin and him can't happen bc of their differences while him and Subin can and are the same'. He draws a distinction that sets him and Subin apart from Hyunwoo and indirectly told him to give up on him and stop chasing Subin. It was a threat, but also Jun trying to convince himself Hyunwoo can't snatch him away. And after the talk Jun feels even more threatend and insecure by Hyunwoo presence in Subin's life. So yes, I doubt that he'd be fond to hear that Subin will never love him as much Hyunwoo which is the message of chap. 33

    And yes, Subin only seeing those two together even tho there are 3 in the picture and gets extremly angry, frustrated, irritated and jealous matters if you have read till now bc there was no need for him to feel this way a) bc he has smth with Hyung b) noona bf is there and it looks like they are all get along. Nonetheless he feels threatend by the picture of the two of them - which Reck even emphasized on.

    ikariam1 September 13, 2017 2:55 pm
    Oh you dont need to sorry me :( I'm wrong in the first place. It seems like many people dont think like me, so I'm really glad you understand my thought about the manhwa : D (you in #teamhyung too, right? <3... Thegirlnextdoor

    I really agree with the second part, I'm also hoping that subin and hyung get 2gether, and hynwoo becomes something of the past. But I think that it'll probably end up being hyunwooxsubin, in the end. I feel like I'm starting to understand all the main characters now, and even though I dislike Hyunwoo's treatment of Subin, I still feel as if that exact thing could happen in real life, so I don't really despise him for it.