Don't get me wrong, I'm completely loving how Haruto is practically a perfect seme, not teasing Kouta too much in a way that is cruel, nor testing his feeling or the other annoying stuff people do when they wanna play around.
AND I AM SO TOTALLY HAPPY THEY'RE ON A DATE!!!!!
But I totally get why Kouta is so hesitant and unsure of his relationship, AKA why he's super insecure.
If you think about his, he's been in love with Haruto for 6 years right? And in that time, he's probably resigned himself to the fact that he would never have a chance with Haruto, that they would only be friends, and that Haruto would never even think about looking at him (a guy!!) that way (because we can presume the entire time, Haruto has been dating girls exclusively yes?)
So while I'm definitely at the edge of my seat, sort of impatient for Kouta to chill the eff out, I totally his hesitance.
I mean, who wouldn't hesitate? It's hard to accept that your impossible dream will come true. The moment you accept it, the more it'll hurt if it doesn't continue.
SOOO IT'S UP TO HARUTO TO BRING IT ON AND JUST COMPLETELY LOVE THAT INSECURITY OUT OF KOUTA, YOU CAN DO IT BROOOO (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Don't get me wrong, I'm completely loving how Haruto is practically a perfect seme, not teasing Kouta too much in a way that is cruel, nor testing his feeling or the other annoying stuff people do when they wanna play around.
AND I AM SO TOTALLY HAPPY THEY'RE ON A DATE!!!!!
But I totally get why Kouta is so hesitant and unsure of his relationship, AKA why he's super insecure.
If you think about his, he's been in love with Haruto for 6 years right? And in that time, he's probably resigned himself to the fact that he would never have a chance with Haruto, that they would only be friends, and that Haruto would never even think about looking at him (a guy!!) that way (because we can presume the entire time, Haruto has been dating girls exclusively yes?)
So while I'm definitely at the edge of my seat, sort of impatient for Kouta to chill the eff out, I totally his hesitance.
I mean, who wouldn't hesitate? It's hard to accept that your impossible dream will come true. The moment you accept it, the more it'll hurt if it doesn't continue.
SOOO IT'S UP TO HARUTO TO BRING IT ON AND JUST COMPLETELY LOVE THAT INSECURITY OUT OF KOUTA, YOU CAN DO IT BROOOO (๑•ㅂ•)و✧