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No. You're saying it's better to be hated than killing myself. That's pretty much what your saying.
Pretty sure the whole point of it was "I rather die than be hated"... honestly, some people would.
So kyon hvnt told lucaon yet, that he was used as tool by that organization... If i were kyon, i would have told lucaon. So at least lucaon will get angry and let go. It is better to be hated for me than i have to murder the one i love, i think. Buuuuttt... Nah, it is up to the author anyway