there is one thing that i don't inderstand... Si Won, before he was raped, look pretty con...

mihi-me August 28, 2017 9:57 pm

there is one thing that i don't inderstand... Si Won, before he was raped, look pretty confident and brave. I think that if he had no friends, his little brother would see that like a weakness, and would be relieved, but it wasn't the case. But in the first chapters, we learn that he was always alone, had no confidence...But, he become like that because of his rape, didn't he tried ti kill himself right after that? So why people treat him like that? Or i am wrong and he tried to suicide after some time? Still, he didn't have friends to help him?

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    Aila August 28, 2017 11:40 pm

    oh these are good. I didn't realize I had these questions until I re-read it.

    maychan August 29, 2017 12:24 am

    yap it seem people seen him has a noble thing to kill yourself cause he got "raped". I don't get it either ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    BarmanMartian August 29, 2017 1:21 am

    remember, they did say at one point that the video went round... then the rumours about him being a slut... so it must have been a little time between the rape and the suicide

    Nya August 29, 2017 2:55 am
    remember, they did say at one point that the video went round... then the rumours about him being a slut... so it must have been a little time between the rape and the suicide BarmanMartian

    I also think so. To me, he couldn't change all of a sudden just because the rape thing and commit suicide just because of that. It must have been some time in between or it won't make any sense to me ( ̄へ ̄)

    Lucyy August 29, 2017 3:09 am

    Actually Siwon has been raped for multiple times.
    1st rape (joohoon was there) => the tape got spreaded => became the target of the whole school => being raped for a few times => suicide

    positive-person August 29, 2017 4:25 am
    Actually Siwon has been raped for multiple times.1st rape (joohoon was there) => the tape got spreaded => became the target of the whole school => being raped for a few times => suicide Lucyy

    No, this hasn't been proven. He was only raped once. I've re-read this story hundreds of times on Lezhin and have read the Korean version as well that has more chapters. Nothing has implied Siwon was raped more than once

    Lucyy August 29, 2017 6:08 am

    There are 2 rape scenes in the story. In the 1st rape scene, there was joohoon and 3 boys, the 2nd scene includes 2 boys and 2 girls .-.
    Plus, don't you think it's pretty unrealistic that siwon only got raped once and then killed himself immediately after? It has been stated throughout the story that siwon is a very unsociable boy who always got bullied. He became like that because the tape was released

    maychan August 29, 2017 10:16 am
    There are 2 rape scenes in the story. In the 1st rape scene, there was joohoon and 3 boys, the 2nd scene includes 2 boys and 2 girls .-.Plus, don't you think it's pretty unrealistic that siwon only got raped on... Lucyy

    show me the other rape scene, in the comic itsulf. cause I didn't seen it. I seen only 1, and even then killing yourself is not a noble thing.

    Anonymous August 29, 2017 1:16 pm
    There are 2 rape scenes in the story. In the 1st rape scene, there was joohoon and 3 boys, the 2nd scene includes 2 boys and 2 girls .-.Plus, don't you think it's pretty unrealistic that siwon only got raped on... Lucyy

    I think you are right because he was rumored a slut after the video was spread and it's certainly because of this video that Siwon was bullied. How an honor student whose everyone praised at first ended bullied by the same persons ?

    Lucyy August 29, 2017 4:16 pm
    show me the other rape scene, in the comic itsulf. cause I didn't seen it. I seen only 1, and even then killing yourself is not a noble thing. maychan

    Based on the actual timeline, the 1st scene happened when Siwon and Joohoon met in the gym storage room, SW demanded JH to leave his brother alone which resulted in him being raped. The 2nd scene happened right at the 1st chapter in the 1st page, this was after the video from the 1st rape was released, making SW the target of the whole school.
    And I was just pointing out the timeline of the story for the person who asked to understand, I didn't give any comment on whether SW's suicide is noble or not (??) (so why were you telling me that anyway?)

    maychan August 29, 2017 4:49 pm
    Based on the actual timeline, the 1st scene happened when Siwon and Joohoon met in the gym storage room, SW demanded JH to leave his brother alone which resulted in him being raped. The 2nd scene happened right... Lucyy

    cause people, by saying he got rape twice, trying to justice his actions to took his life. I actually meant to those people that say it was justified he killed himself. and that it wasn't his fault for taking his own life. that what I meant XD
    and again, show me the page of the first rape and the second rape - that we actually see him get rape. that what I ask before, until then I will wait and see what will happen next.

    Anonymous August 29, 2017 5:02 pm
    cause people, by saying he got rape twice, trying to justice his actions to took his life. I actually meant to those people that say it was justified he killed himself. and that it wasn't his fault for taking h... maychan

    Find it yourself. You are such a brat.

    Anonymous August 29, 2017 5:04 pm
    cause people, by saying he got rape twice, trying to justice his actions to took his life. I actually meant to those people that say it was justified he killed himself. and that it wasn't his fault for taking h... maychan

    Your judgmental comments about rape and suicide are really obnoxious and cruel.

    Anonymous August 29, 2017 5:08 pm
    cause people, by saying he got rape twice, trying to justice his actions to took his life. I actually meant to those people that say it was justified he killed himself. and that it wasn't his fault for taking h... maychan

    He killed himself because it was the only way to make the abuse stop. I don't think you could handle it if you were in his shoes either. Have you ever been raped? I have. I lost my virginity to when I got raped. It felt worse than you can comprehend. I can't even imagine how horrible it would be to get gang raped multiple times. Your attitude is repulsive. Siwon isn't real, but his situation is very real to millions of people. So get off your high horse.

    maychan August 29, 2017 5:31 pm
    He killed himself because it was the only way to make the abuse stop. I don't think you could handle it if you were in his shoes either. Have you ever been raped? I have. I lost my virginity to when I got raped... @Anonymous

    so Taemin abuse wasn't worse? again, no matter how hard his life was Taemin didn't kill himself. and yeas, the guy want a horrible things, but to justice by saying "ah it's okay. cause he had a hard life and it was his only way" NO IT WASN'T!!! it wasn't his only way!!! I will never agree with that!
    it wasn't noble, it wasn't anything to admire, it was a waste of life and stupid! running away will never solve shit!! never!

    Anonymous August 29, 2017 6:14 pm
    so Taemin abuse wasn't worse? again, no matter how hard his life was Taemin didn't kill himself. and yeas, the guy want a horrible things, but to justice by saying "ah it's okay. cause he had a hard life and i... maychan

    No one but you has used the word "noble." The whole thing is sad. It's so, so, fucking sad. Your attitude is still repulsive. You seem like you might actually be a genuine sociopath.

    Heartes August 29, 2017 6:16 pm
    so Taemin abuse wasn't worse? again, no matter how hard his life was Taemin didn't kill himself. and yeas, the guy want a horrible things, but to justice by saying "ah it's okay. cause he had a hard life and i... maychan

    Come on learn empathy. Just bec you see that problem is small but its different perception to other people. Mentality brought by environment,education,interaction & many more. Sure if that tragedy happen to you, u might be able to withstand it. But dont expect everyone the same.

    People who arent suicidal dont have any rights to judge their situation

    maychan August 29, 2017 6:30 pm
    No one but you has used the word "noble." The whole thing is sad. It's so, so, fucking sad. Your attitude is still repulsive. You seem like you might actually be a genuine sociopath. @Anonymous

    read the comments above hony XD and you sound very mature (≧∀≦) pfff

    maychan August 29, 2017 6:42 pm
    Come on learn empathy. Just bec you see that problem is small but its different perception to other people. Mentality brought by environment,education,interaction & many more. Sure if that tragedy happen to... Heartes

    it's not about emathy, I do pitty him. I do hate the ones who rape him, and I hate the crazy guy (blond or white hair?) that hurt and rape others without a care in the world. it's about if it is a justified and "right thing" to do or not, no matter how worse your life is.
    I say it's not justified or the "right thing" to kill yourself, no matter what! it's not about me, and it's not about you.
    it a thing that happen too many times to good people that choose this instead of living. even if it seem the worst thing in the world and that he live in totally hell on earth! trust me, many people suffer in this world much worse and didn't kill themself.
    living is still harder, and still worth it much more then killing yourself!
    that all I have to say. take it or leave it. your choice.

    Heartes August 29, 2017 6:56 pm
    it's not about emathy, I do pitty him. I do hate the ones who rape him, and I hate the crazy guy (blond or white hair?) that hurt and rape others without a care in the world. it's about if it is a justified and... maychan

    Again everyone is different. Yeah those who live with worst thing might have stronger mentality. Its like IQ does everyone has 120 IQ? No right. Every personal problem affect people differently. Never judge how 'small' their problem is.

    If they have suicide alrdy theres nothing to do,instead be more 'aware' to your surrounding. You may laugh at your friends problem, but what if thats what triggered suicide? Bec of judgement how 'small' it is.