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Idk how you brought your own life situation into a comment I made about a yaoi manga but you know what they say... "Along with the Gods you need to also put some effort" ...wait no only where I come from they say that, but you get the point.
Also Idk how old you are but unless you are like a 105 years old it ain't that late
(ps: depression is a serious issue and if that's what you're suffering from get help immediately, even if it's just reaching out and talking about it to a random person, but try seeing a specialist)
I kind of really love stories about no good "aimless" people like this,
it kind of gives the feeling like "my life has been so grey up till now but suddenly I am being touched by someone", like, someone is breaking through that vicious circle of repetitive pointlessness of someone who has given up on themselves. One person giving color into an other's life. Idk it's just sweet in a sad way ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ mangakas like Hideyoshico or Nishida Higashi also have characters like these I think