"purposely touch Takashi" DAMN THATS HORRIBLE MAN

You have never done that before? When you do know that certain person loves you...even though you dont return the feelings, you do provoke him, it makes you feel wanted, special, sort of powerful...I know it is bad, selfish but I still DId it. But, carma can be a bitch...I was in an exactly same situation as this seme once =D I was playing with the guy, I though that I did not love him...it was too late when I realised it wasn´t so true.

Wow haha I did the same thing as you actually but well i just put myself in Takashi's shoes and shit i was crying