Responses
Is it this one:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/me_o_tojite_3_byou/
That one!! Thank you!!! (But also thanks cetagandane for the suggestion)
Im not sure where I read it but it was a yaoi/shounen ai where the uke always had his eyes closed, it may also have been a single chapter in a book of oneshots but I don't know cause the tab with it got deleted...