Responses
I feel you on that. I kind of saw myself in the uke. But I seem to have a sort of Inferiority Complex, I know that I run away from problems but I can't change anything. More like I don't want to change in fear of seeming clingy and annoying.
Shit, man, I hate the uke so much rn and y'all know why? Because in his character I see a part of myself. That's so frustating - to see yourself from others's point and to realize how weak-willed, stupid, crybaby and not being able to fight for what you want you are. I am so mad at myself for being like Soutarou - I am always quiet because I am afraid I will hurt somebody, I don't fight back my bullies and I think of love as extreme dedication, almost annoying attachment and jealousy. I hate myself so much and now I realize how much others hate people like me who are pussies and can only rant and cry. But this is manga after all, everything is going to be okay in the end. How sad real life isn't like a manga.