I get overly excited about tiny things, which makes people think I'm mental xD its time to stop lmao
like you two, i'm very blunt and straightforward and very overly excited as well (￣∇￣") but if there's one really big thing i would change is my forgiveness, like i never hold grudges or get mad at ANYTHING and my friends always tell me i need to toughen up ┗( T﹏T )┛
I'd like to answer "living" but that would make the Question turn dark, so I'll just say "breasts". I want to cut them off (surgically), then walk around shirtless (in the street I mean, cuz of course I do that at home all the time ;9 )
Everything except for my personality and hobbies xdddd
Euhm. There isn't much to change besides my jealously when I was a middle-schooler. Long story short, I had my one and only friend; people call it your best friend, right? So anyways, she was the only one to be my partner-buddy in projects/assignments, the only person who I'm comfortable talking to on the phone and speaking truthfully about my problems, especially helping me on my weak subjects b/c she was really smart in all areas (science, math, etc.). To cut to the chase, she met this other girl who she befriended with. I was alright with it because more friends means more fun; However, I started to notice that my bff (cringe) started to hangout with her more than regularly. I would be the only person for her to choose me as her partner in other projects but no, she chose [her] instead. I would be the only person to hangout with her during lunch & recess but no, in fact, she would choose to have a lovely chat with [her] over me. I get that she's her friend and wants to get know more about her, but does she not notice that I exist too? Thus, my jealousy begun evaporating inside me. This caused negative aspects in our friendship:
- avoided her daily
- bottled up my problems and feelings in the corner
- never hung out with her like we used to
Meh. Yeah, I had to watch both of them laughing and smiling like two little shitheads in a bowl but ayyy I made some new friends. Although, I still didn't consider them as my companions -- more like.. newbie friends? (not necessarily acquaintances either). Nowadays, I could careless than how I was before. Friends leave you one day but you'll probably make another one the next day. That's why I personally call them temporary friends; nothing less, nothing more.
I said I was gonna cut it down short but this is the best I can do as a short summary. WHy the fuck did I write so long thoo?! No ones gonna read it but short answers lol
My tardiness in the mornings ╮(￣▽￣)╭ what can I say? I'm a night owl at heart ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Personally there's nothing much I need to change however I do want to tone down my straight forwardness.
Back in high school I even got a few detentions for being too informal or rude to the teachers when in fact al I did was express my view.
From time to time I do wish I was strong enough or rich enough to help others out of terrible situations. But to be honest I like the current me much more than I did in the past...
So what would you change and why