oh no

I was so in love with this manga when I first read it because it was so endearing to have two, very similar yet different people, love each other in a way that isn't very straightforward. When things started 'progressing' (even though too slow for my own liking), I wasn't annoyed because I understood their positions - Ren's eagerness was well, mainly due to his insecurity of being unable to affirm that Haru was solely his and come on, Ren is an adolescent. Haru's unwillingness was due to him being the more 'responsible one'; he had to view the situation as an adult and put into account that Ren is still a minor. I was simply looking forward to seeing the precious and loving exchange between the two but Haru's second memory loss is just... Too much. It pains me to see Ren having to go through this ordeal again. Ren will probably forgive Haru eventually because Ren is simply too in love with Haru that it's borderline foolish. I really hope Haru will realise how much he's hurting Ren and that his words and half-assed gestures of affection doesn't cut out to be a good enough apology for what he put Ren through.