But Miharu's love didnt start from sexual attraction. Far from that, actually. You know there are several kinds of love right? What Miharu felt in the beginning was affection, nothing sort of erotic in that. Affection is more like, belongingness, caring, loyalty, platonic. Even Miharu felt strange when his love started to form into sexual attraction. He called himself dirty back then. And yes, like you said he didnt touch Hei-chan with sexual intention. Personally, it made me feel relieved, since I could sense that the author didnt want to put the story in the genre I feel uncomfortable with. It was when Hei-chan grew up and maturing physically, when sexual attraction is more appropriated, that's when Miharu started to jack off from the thoughts of Hei-chan. Personally I'm okay with that.
Yeah, that's totally it. But truthfully, when he jacks off thinking of Hei-chan, Hei-chan was still really really too young, that's how i saw it, so it kinda...bugged me a lot. I know Miharu felt guilty and i pity him a lot too...but that scene, you know the one with his fantasie of Hei-chan half naked, i kinda get this boku no pico feels (so sorry!!!) Because i saw a little kid...it bothers me, sorry
Though i really liked super lovers, i don't get my own way of thinking ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Oooh yeah that picture with young hei-chan naked left me uncomfortable too. Too explicit for me i guess. Even though I'm okay with everything else. Oh hell no boku no pico lololol i heard from a friend about how disturbing it is and until now i never try to take a look XD i see you can enjoy super lovers, personally i cant. The uke was adorable and his eyes are pretty but he looks too young for me >_< how old is he? Like, middle school? O_o OMO
You also have to consider that the age of consent in Japan is 13 so that's probably why the author thought it was appropriate enough to have Minharu's feelings for Hei-chan turn to sexual feelings when he turned around that age. Is it still fucking young? Of course. Does it make me feel any less uncomfortable? Not really. But considering that's how it is in Japan and given how obsessed the culture is with youth, I can see why Hei-chan's age wasn't supposed to be a controversial as we, people who aren't Japanese, think it is.
Wow...this yaoi is truly something
I really enjoyed the fluffy and warm beginning, but then i felt a little bit uneasy with him liking the little boy(￣∇￣")...you know, i'm still not used to this genre in yaoi
But anyway, he didn't do anything indecent to Hei-chan without his consentment, so, i guess it's okay...right?
Even so i'm still.....i don't know what to think, though i really admire the author for putting so much realism in the character of Miharu, you could actually reallu understand what he was going through, i understand his feelings, i just can't accept them