The thing with the car accident is the morbid curiosity humans often feels, when you want to see repulsive/disgusting things (its a kind of voyeurism); but I didn't know that it could also be applied to reading... Waw new things to learn everyday thanks (its too bad that you cannot enjoy reading this manhua but you read anyway Damn Daku Katsuki =/ I hope that it isn't too uncomfortable for you (sorry for the bad english))
Right, my example was a bit clumsy, sorry ! ^-^' But with this i'm kind of... addicted. Not in the way this voyeurism you're talking about (i'm really not used to read mangas that are this violent), but i'm just really interested in human psychology. At first I was reading it for the BL part, but now i'm thrilled by the plot and want to know what's next - is he gonna die ? is Yoon Bum gonna escape his admiration for a person who doesn't exist ? Is the other guy going to finally completely crush his mind and bind Yoon Bum to him ?! That's what got me excited, this plot ! ヾ(☆▽☆)
You know when you do something that your not sure about? Maybe it's choosing a college, or making a major change to your hair, or vcoosing a house. You don't quite feel like this decision is the right one, but you keep on making his decision anyways. This is how I felt about reading this manga. I wanted it to be finished the whole way through. Did I like it? No. Will I read the next chapter? Yes.