It's okay buddy... You are not the bad guy... You are just suffering...
Suffering a lot for a really long time... It's not your fault... It's not on you
You did nothing wrong... Please take care of yourself...
girl u need to get away from them ASAP, ur in university which is already stressful as is but now u gotta take care of ur relative even tho two perfectly capable grown men are right there. if it's not something u want maybe u should try having a deep conversation with ur dad and move out soon once u have a stable income
this sounds horrible :(( i hope u get out of there and free urself asap T_T this situation is genuinely just horrible idk how ur going through it but im proud of u for staying strong :( all ur family members seem rlly useless i think id blow up if i were u. i hope u find a way to escape, this is horrible but i hope u do well in uni even though it must be very hard (not only adding the fact that u have to take care of ur bitchass grandma) and then get a good job and then move out and stuff :( idk if ur parents will let u but this is just like. sick idk i think if u reported it it could be filed as child abuse lowkey idk but i hope u also know ur feelings r justified cuz ur other family members ur dad ur uncle ur brother are fucking useless and ur grandmother is just. i have no words. just a horrible person
you’re not in the wrong and honestly, i admire you for not storming out already. the so called adults in your household are really irresponsible for leaving all this to you instead of doing their part. for now, just do what you can and save up so you can leave if you really can’t take it anymore. don’t do it if you don’t want to (although i understand if you have to since it looks like no one else but you has to step up). take care and treat yourself well, you’ve done more than needed.
sorry i meant no one else wants to step up*
This is a bit of a rant but I have a 87 year old grandma obese btw. I fucking resent my dad and my whole relatives as well as my dumb fucking grandma because they basically dump her one me ever since I was in highschool in like 9 grade and now I'm literally in uni. Like I have slept in the same bed as her cus my dad made me eventho I could barely sleep cus she also got fucking diabetes and basically fucking pee her pants all the time and the piss smell keeps me up at night. I have to endure it for a fucking year until I broke down crying I don't want to fucking sleep with her. I lift her ass up to pee, to shit and everything like feeding her/clothing her and sometimes I still do eventho I use harsh words with her I'm still the one fucking doing it but my relatives look at me like I'm abusing her and I'm beating her up. Like I'm some criminal and that old ungrateful hag would also play the victim as well. Today she wanted to fucking shit( we made this little toilet thingy for her so we won't have to lift her up and drag her fat ass to the bathroom).I wipe her ass down and everything and put her ass back on the bed but I didn't take the shit to throw because I fucking refuse to look at it as I have a very fucking good memory and it'll fucking haunt me. I just leave it until my dad gets back from work cus that the least he can fucking do for his own mother and I always do this btw. I always wait for my dad to throws it away and that old hag fucking knows it too but today for some reason this bitch yelled out the window to my uncle who lives next to us into our home to call my dad to fucking throw it away. Instead of calling my dad..this bitch ass uncle decided to fucking scold me instead to not torture my fucking grandma if I want to go to heaven. I can't help but feel like fucking slapping tha old bitch cus it feels like a fucking set up to make me look bad. Honestly she has brought nothing but fucking pain in my life. I really just wish she fucking go already like 87 and still wants more. Also a few week ago she fucking called me ugly in front of everyone and scream at me because her two useless son( my dad and his brother) was having a drink at home. She said I was fucking ungrateful and that I should fucking learn to pay my debts to her because apparently her kissing my fucking pussy when I was a fucking baby is something needed to be repaid.i really hate that fat bitch