Thoughts

I loved the manhwa. It really evoked a lot of emotions in me. The ending made me feel empty.

The ml was ok. Besides his face there was not really extraordinary abt him.

The fl was good. Although her method of becoming “bad” worked. I think the story played it down and just slapped comedy on it. Because there were a lot of parts that just didn’t make sense. But what can we expect from a story in a historical setting. I guess they wanted to show sibling love also with banter but it just left a lil of a bitter taste in my mouth.

I also think both anita and the imperial family have faults. So their punishments seem to fit. But I can’t lie that there was a part of me that wanted to see pure bloodthirsty revenge driven by rage. It could’ve been anita or the fl. I didn’t care cus I support both of them.

Also that fl’s previous fiancee guy pisses me off. Yes I cam understand the sentiment that he wanted to show love and affection to someone who was hurting cus as readers we’ve also felt that abt characters. But his way of doing so is just shit. What made him think that a woman who had gone through so much because of romantic love wanted his love?? The audacity. What made anita like that was because she felt that she betrayed her family, she didn’t recieve any sort of apology, and the fact that she had dug herself unto a hole of sins that she thought could not be redeemed.
And even though he tried to give her love it should one that reassures, is gentle and healing. But he knows that he cannot provide that in their situation. Yeah that man is a psycho. I personally love yanderes but this was not it. I even suspect the reason he wanted to give her love was cus he has a saviour complex. Thinking hes someone who can “fix” someone broken while not even understanding the cause for it. Its giving “i can fix her” lmao. Clinging onto my anita like that even after everything. Damn it bitch let go. My queen anita doesn’t need someone like you. She should try with women for eg me.