I just finished Chapter 26 and I wasn’t expecting to cry so much. I can relate to Jinhyeong. I was raised to be perfect and was punished when I wasn’t. Which had caused me to hate myself when I couldn’t get things right or get upset when people would point out my faults. This would lead me to seclude myself and keep everyone at an arms length. I would also overwork myself just not to bother others and I would have breakdowns just like how he did. Asking for help was something impossible for me and little issues with solutions did feel like the end of the world. I was tired of living that way so I decided to make scary changes. I have thankfully been slowly recovering thanks to the help of my little brothers, my mom healing and apologizing for her past mistakes and my lovely friends. The bad thoughts still come back but my will to be a better person for those I love and myself does help the battles. It’s not easy but it’s not impossible. There is nothing wrong with healing alone but you also need people to heal. My journey might be different from all those that have read this but I really hope that all that have stopped to read this comment and have felt a similar way can find their path to healing and grow to be the person they want to be, surrounded by people who love them for who they are. Enjoy the rest of your day y’all and good luck! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I just finished Chapter 26 and I wasn’t expecting to cry so much. I can relate to Jinhyeong. I was raised to be perfect and was punished when I wasn’t. Which had caused me to hate myself when I couldn’t get things right or get upset when people would point out my faults. This would lead me to seclude myself and keep everyone at an arms length. I would also overwork myself just not to bother others and I would have breakdowns just like how he did. Asking for help was something impossible for me and little issues with solutions did feel like the end of the world. I was tired of living that way so I decided to make scary changes. I have thankfully been slowly recovering thanks to the help of my little brothers, my mom healing and apologizing for her past mistakes and my lovely friends. The bad thoughts still come back but my will to be a better person for those I love and myself does help the battles. It’s not easy but it’s not impossible. There is nothing wrong with healing alone but you also need people to heal. My journey might be different from all those that have read this but I really hope that all that have stopped to read this comment and have felt a similar way can find their path to healing and grow to be the person they want to be, surrounded by people who love them for who they are. Enjoy the rest of your day y’all and good luck! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧