ahhh someone spoil pls why was he puking

I need to know tooooo. But I think it's because he doesn't love guys. Yk, he say "if its you then yes". And i have an hypothes: i think he have a lot of trauma includ SA, cause he doesn't remember his past and know how to do spicy stuff but he don't know "clasic" stuff of life. So he may sleep with teach because he's used to that