I need a yaoi where the ml is begging, yearning, crying so bad

I have a few on my list—feel free to check them out if you haven't read them already.

https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/3078862/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/toumei_na_ai_no_utsuwa/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kono_te_wo_hanasanai_de/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/naked_sword_and_tree_peony_of_black/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/under_the_green_light/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dawn_of_the_dragon/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/love_sick_dog/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_deepest_confession/

BLESS YOY

BLESS YOUR SOJL