I don’t know if I’m just sad, disappointed, or simply heartbroken with how everything ended… but honestly, I truly hope Boss finds someone someone who won’t be afraid to express their feelings, someone who will love him openly, because God knows Boss deserves that. He’s already hard enough to understand as a person, but he tries he really tries.
I didn’t cry because they didn’t end up together… I cried because of how everything unfolded. The way the seme acted… it hit me hard. It made me look at myself too like, how could Boss still choose to understand someone who keeps shutting him out? Someone who builds walls, then blames Boss for not climbing over them?
And when he said “You don’t know me”* that broke me. I was frustrated. I was mad. Why does Boss always have to be the one to understand him? Why is it always Boss who needs to adjust, to hold back, to wait? And what hurts even more is how the seme never even tried to understand Boss in return. It was always about his pain, *his* struggles, his reasons — never theirs. Never Boss’s.
Would you like me to make it more like a letter or message to Boss too? *Sigh* I just can’t. For me, he really is a red flag. Maybe because it was his POV, I was blinded into thinking he wasn’t. But rereading this made me realize how dumb and lacking in self-respect Boss really is
I don’t know if I’m just sad, disappointed, or simply heartbroken with how everything ended… but honestly, I truly hope Boss finds someone someone who won’t be afraid to express their feelings, someone who will love him openly, because God knows Boss deserves that. He’s already hard enough to understand as a person, but he tries he really tries.
I didn’t cry because they didn’t end up together… I cried because of how everything unfolded. The way the seme acted… it hit me hard. It made me look at myself too like, how could Boss still choose to understand someone who keeps shutting him out? Someone who builds walls, then blames Boss for not climbing over them?
And when he said “You don’t know me”* that broke me. I was frustrated. I was mad. Why does Boss always have to be the one to understand him? Why is it always Boss who needs to adjust, to hold back, to wait? And what hurts even more is how the seme never even tried to understand Boss in return. It was always about his pain, *his* struggles, his reasons — never theirs. Never Boss’s.
Would you like me to make it more like a letter or message to Boss too?
*Sigh* I just can’t. For me, he really is a red flag. Maybe because it was his POV, I was blinded into thinking he wasn’t. But rereading this made me realize how dumb and lacking in self-respect Boss really is