I will also confess I have mental disorder I being diagnosed with Schizophrenia with hit of DID but more like Schizo and I go to Psychiatry every month I also have depression because of it with my mood swings so I had medication too.. well is not fun but my mom said at first is all just in my imagination and I just acting because well I love acting to in the theatre you know but yeah finally my mother believes me because my trauma too I love writing too my head is so messy so I make it to as a story I remember I had many name but I don't really remember when I had a episode.. So I thought I just crazy but is ok you can control it but is hard really hard lol just sharing because my medication just cut because right now I don't have job and money to a afford it.. and my best friend who's I call my wife but she is straight lol had problems too we meet at the Psychiatrist hospital so while wait we usually gossip she is their because depression and psychotic now I can't meet her because I don't have money and she is busy usually we meet at the hospital but because my card declined for the moment we can't meet and our schedule change because of it we can't meet for 2 months or more (please no more) we still chat but I want to see her make her laugh and all I wish I can married her but I can't either also she had a boyfriend hahaha I so delulu so I read BL for days I read this and remember when I had DID problems but is just a character I made in my head Don't get me wrong I also like men but finding a good one whom want to build family with me and accept my flaw like my fat body I don't remember having eating disorder but apparently I do I use to be skinny but now I'm as fat as a gorlock I used to think I'm pretty but I feel I losing the charms I see the mirror and I feel insecure and for the cherry on top because I don't have my medication I being hallucinating and I can't sleep either and if I asleep I feel constant concern so for days when I wake up I feel like shit like sweating cold sweat at the morning I had more problems but that's for now
I will also confess I have mental disorder I being diagnosed with Schizophrenia with hit of DID but more like Schizo and I go to Psychiatry every month I also have depression because of it with my mood swings so I had medication too.. well is not fun but my mom said at first is all just in my imagination and I just acting because well I love acting to in the theatre you know but yeah finally my mother believes me because my trauma too I love writing too my head is so messy so I make it to as a story I remember I had many name but I don't really remember when I had a episode.. So I thought I just crazy but is ok you can control it but is hard really hard lol just sharing because my medication just cut because right now I don't have job and money to a afford it.. and my best friend who's I call my wife but she is straight lol had problems too we meet at the Psychiatrist hospital so while wait we usually gossip she is their because depression and psychotic now I can't meet her because I don't have money and she is busy usually we meet at the hospital but because my card declined for the moment we can't meet and our schedule change because of it we can't meet for 2 months or more (please no more) we still chat but I want to see her make her laugh and all I wish I can married her but I can't either also she had a boyfriend hahaha I so delulu so I read BL for days I read this and remember when I had DID problems but is just a character I made in my head Don't get me wrong I also like men but finding a good one whom want to build family with me and accept my flaw like my fat body I don't remember having eating disorder but apparently I do I use to be skinny but now I'm as fat as a gorlock I used to think I'm pretty but I feel I losing the charms I see the mirror and I feel insecure and for the cherry on top because I don't have my medication I being hallucinating and I can't sleep either and if I asleep I feel constant concern so for days when I wake up I feel like shit like sweating cold sweat at the morning I had more problems but that's for now