I'm not sure how to feel about this chapter. I wanna say bittersweet but I'm not entirely sure if that's the word to describe how I'm feeling.
For starters I did like that Nux admitted that the way he announce the marriage could've made the other Owens not feel as desirable. And he did correct himself and somewhat express he does care for them. However if felt like something was lacking or missing. I kinda felt unfulfilled. I didn't like the mole idea it felt lackluster for lack of a better phrase "a here damn gift". But I did like that hankerchief was happy in that moment. Also like that it was a hint of vulnerability shown when Nux admitted he was afraid of rejection. I didn't like that When Hankerchief brought up about wishing he could have his love too and be in the center or got to him 1st etc. Was gloss over that felt like the perfect time to dive deep into Hankerchief feelings. But instead he pacified him with an ink mark. Which then in turn lead the main OG Owen to spiral. Now he has marked up his body trying to create a mark to be like hankerchief Owen. I get it I'm not mad w/OG Owen he feels like he is competing with 4 other men although they all are him. Then he most likely experiencing Post partum depression as well. Not to mention he made himself let Nux go for years only for Nux to barge back in and tear open old & new feelings. So I get it it's alot. I'm hoping he recover and gets well. He needs professional help tho like a therapist. I am still looking forward to see how this would all play out.
Maybe bittersweet was the word I was looking for after all.
I'm not sure how to feel about this chapter. I wanna say bittersweet but I'm not entirely sure if that's the word to describe how I'm feeling.
For starters I did like that Nux admitted that the way he announce the marriage could've made the other Owens not feel as desirable. And he did correct himself and somewhat express he does care for them. However if felt like something was lacking or missing. I kinda felt unfulfilled. I didn't like the mole idea it felt lackluster for lack of a better phrase "a here damn gift". But I did like that hankerchief was happy in that moment. Also like that it was a hint of vulnerability shown when Nux admitted he was afraid of rejection. I didn't like that When Hankerchief brought up about wishing he could have his love too and be in the center or got to him 1st etc. Was gloss over that felt like the perfect time to dive deep into Hankerchief feelings. But instead he pacified him with an ink mark. Which then in turn lead the main OG Owen to spiral. Now he has marked up his body trying to create a mark to be like hankerchief Owen. I get it I'm not mad w/OG Owen he feels like he is competing with 4 other men although they all are him. Then he most likely experiencing Post partum depression as well. Not to mention he made himself let Nux go for years only for Nux to barge back in and tear open old & new feelings. So I get it it's alot. I'm hoping he recover and gets well. He needs professional help tho like a therapist. I am still looking forward to see how this would all play out.
Maybe bittersweet was the word I was looking for after all.