Anyways this is a shame bcus spanking (and punishment) is my main kink and I get so excited every time it’s depicted, but unfortunately this is the second scene in the story that triggered me (the first only triggered me on reread, as I wasn’t a survivor the first time I read it) so I can’t enjoy it.
(The rut scene didn’t trigger me, I just found it disturbing.)
I like to finish stories even if I don’t like them. It’s kind of a thing with me. There’s like, only 3 chapters left or something, debating whether or not to see it through to the end.
IDK.
True ee but karlyle himself admit that he is into it soo I can't complaint
I’m going to lose a year off my life every time I see someone say that Ash is the greenest of flags. I am begging you to reread the end of the main story.
How are we forgetting that Ash showed that he was in control of his actions and thoughts during his rut (in the conversations after his rut). He said he had no regrets knotting Lyle and that he meant everything that he said that Lyle found degrading and hurtful. He was aware enough to understand what he was saying and thinking and doing.
This means we know he was aware enough to know that Lyle was crying, begging him to stop, screaming no, that he was in pain. He was aware enough to know that he fucked Lyle unconscious several times.