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He definitely has a complex about it.. him feeling guilty about it almost makes it kinda worse..? Like, it’s lowkey crazy he thinks of him like a kid and then also can’t control himself in his urges to blow out his back..
i only read to ch12 but since only ml knows hes 20 it feels like this is just a way the author can write a pedophilia fetish without it actually being pedophilia (which ofc may be untrue). also for some reason in my head mc just feels like a child T.T he looks very boyish with his haircut, clothing, demeanor etc, though it’s probably how i looked at 20 too lol. Idk how old ml is but personally i wouldn’t be attracted to someone that acts this childish (not as an insult) i would just feel protective of them yk. it’s not my thing but its fine if others enjoy it, its fiction and has great art