
Then to get mad at Dylan for having those parties at this house and shit (even tho one of them was a misunderstanding)- this is so messy. Honestly, I just feel really bad for Dylan in all of this cuz ik he's probably gonna keep chasing him. Like a Korean comments said; this really doesn't fit theos character at all. To have so many activities with your ex bf who not only beat you but also graped you? I feel like the character we saw in chapter 1 is very difficult from the character we see now. But hey i guess that is just character development. ╥﹏╥

I mean as someone who has seen a fellow friend be in a toxic relationship before- it really is hard to get out. I have begged her so many times but in the end she still goes back to him. It all stems on memories.. it's like this: they acknowledge all the bad the abuser has done to them but chooses to think that they can change them.. or that they will go back to being the person they remember.it's all obsession.. from both sides. I don't even want to use that word but that's just what it is. Theo probably knows deep down that gunner won't change but is still hopeful because he was such a big part of his life. They hold on to the good memories to cope with it.. that's why it may seem like theo is over gunner in some chapters while in others he isn't. It's not even about how "strong" or "confident" thoes character used to be.. anyone can fall victim to this.
So I saw the latest raw chapters. And note that this may not be accurate as I didn’t bother to translate everything:
So once again Gunner shows up, this time to Theo’s office.They talk. I can only hope that gunner was threatening Theo to go out on a date with him, otherwise Theo made a dumb decision to agree to go with him while gunner is spouting nonsense saying “I’ll change, give me a chance.” Theo ends up going to dinner with him and riding in the car with him, and then of course guess where that ends up. Another SA. Theo panics upon seeing some random dude come up to them and it reminds him of when he was attacked so he has a panic attack, gunner waves a gun around, gunner kisses Theo, and Theo calms down. Gunner says some more stuff and and uses his gun to kinda open up theo’s clothes, then let’s go of the gun and then calls his men to block the area so he can have sex with Theo in the car. It could be rape as Theo may not want it, but at this point Theo doesn’t resist at all anymore, if anything he has a heart-to-heart talk while in the middle of gunners dick up his ass and caressing gunner cheek saying “I loved you, you loved me back then, now it’s just obsession, this isnt right.”
I’m not trying to victim blame but damn, I wish Theo put up a fight instead of tried to talk it through. Gunner probably won’t give up until someone’s dead in my opinion, talking it through with the man who beat you and SA you isn’t the smartest idea.