Can anyone tell me the name of this manga! I keep seeing it on credit pages and im so intr...

I think that's just an illustration

That's by Kasai Ayumi, who does the covers for Reijin. It's just an illustration. She does have a few manga out, but only one is yaoi and it's not scanlation and also unrelated to many of the pictures that you see done by her.

Thank you! My mind is at ease but with a broken heart ╥ ╥