It’s unexpectedly sweet the way J hugs Sayoung and then gets freaked out by how cold his...

It’s unexpectedly sweet the way J hugs Sayoung and then gets freaked out by how cold his body is he tries to soothe himself by listening to his heartbeat and counting the sensations that proves Sayoung is alive and well in his arms. This makes my sadistic side wish for a scenario where he is holding Sayoung and desperately looking for the signs that would mean Sayoung is alive but this time there is no heartbeat