I didnt understand the being judged part can someone explain it to me?

imo, lufeng said he judge people if they should live or die. he is like above the law, however his conscience hits him bc no one can judge him weather he is right or wrong on taking someone’s life just bc he judged them. if im not mistaken this topic will develop more when they introduce lufeng’s mother. baby words like lufeng just wants someone he can rely to when he is overwhelmed bc he kill so many people (especially when he blew up the city)

Thanksss