So like i want to dump for a bit.. TW// SA mentioned I hate my family. A lot. But also ap...

so sorry to hear that. if im in your position, ill start saving up money now while still young and able, and get out of that house. believe me, it only gets harder when you let the years just pass you by just doing nothing.

It's the way they make u feel small and unseen like ts casual that aint normal tf. It's the parents responsibility to provide for their children and im not saying everyone should be entilted, having children is a decision they made and they should live up to it. take a step back from the background and imagine its like a friendship or bf gf wtv, that signifant person gives u money and food but beats u up.. thats just straight toxic. Sorry i cant say much tbh Really hope u get to take distance if u dont feel safe around them and take care.

I hope you manage to leave them soon and cut them out of your life. I'm so sorry that happened to you, you deserved better. Sending virtual hugs

its been hard on u, u r going through so much mental pressure. i don't know how to console someone but i hope ur family gets karma. i m mad at them. u know a few years ago my siblings hated me for no reason. especially my elder sister, she would curse me, say things like no one likes, no one can stand u and other bad words that were really hurtful to hear. i also couldn't stand my ground as they would say that i m arguing. and if i stay silent, they would also get mad. my parents saw this happening but never told them anything, only told me to have patience. i was really depressed and suicidal at that time, thats when i discovered anime, manga and stuff. i read them to ease my depression. now they are married treat me better but i have low self confidence, no social skills.its because in front of guest my sister would insult, so i started talking less at some point. anyway, i hope things get better for u, trust your self.

i hope u know ur not at fault and they fail to be responsible knowing damn well what happened to u is actually considered to be a crime. affected u mentally, but they didnt even bother to acknowledge it. and they HIT you?? at this day and age?? thats really weird, coming from someone whos from a terrible household too btw. idk what caused them to hit you, but whatever it was it NEVER excused them to hit you. also paying school rent and food is bare minimum btw. Im sorry you had to go through all this bs. theyll never change and never apologize. i agree with all these replies. save up some money and leave the family. its better for u to avoid them if theres no important matters to talk about. Im sorry we cant help you out here, i hope you know youre not the problem. please take care of yourself. I hope you feel more at ease after sharing this.

I’ve been through a similar thing. I feel like I owe my step mom a dad even with the mistreatment because they saved my from my mom who was planning on k*lling me. When I was 18 my real brother also sexually assaulted me while I was sleeping and when I told my parents immediately after it happened I got in trouble for not sleeping in a protective position. They said because I didn’t sleep in a protective position I tempted him so it wasn’t his fault. Even when he told me and my dad that he was watching me change for years they didn’t get mad at him. But they then told me I couldn’t say anything or else I’d go to jail for being a pedo since he’s my younger brother. So I totally get it when you say you hate and appreciate your family. I moved out as soon as I could and lived at my work for a while. I recommend that if you haven’t moved out that if you’re old enough to and if you can that you move out. If you want to vent or want to know what I’ve done in our similar circumstances then please feel free to ask or message me. I wish you all the best and am rooting for you!

Yes! Im trying to find a job right now to increase my savings. I also cant wait to get out of this house! Thankyou :)

I really appreciate this, thank you so much. I also agree w you, what's the point of having me if youre not going to look at me anyway. Thanks for caring! I feel better now ^^

Im so sorry to hear that. I hope you feel more better now! Also yea we share the same thoughts, mangas manhwas and everything inthe social world actually were my comforts during my depression era. Thankyou for caring! I love you guys sm

yeah, i do feel better with you nice people replying to me

That's even worse, im so sorry that happened to you. I reallly hope youre all okay now! Just what the hell is a protective sleeping position. Just because he's younger than you doesn't justified that it's okay for him to look at you changing. I really wish i could move out soon

thankyou guys for leaving such comfort replies. You guys are the best strangers ever and even more safe to talk with rather than those people around me. Needed this from a long time ago. Thankyou so much ily guys. I think i should go see a therapist after i moved out.

Thank you but you’ve had a hard time too! Don’t compare trauma we’ve both had it rough. Protective position I guess is curling up in your sleep. Idk they’re crazy sometimes. Exactly it doesn’t justify that which I’ve realized as I got a bit older. Yes I hope you can move out soon too! Wishing you all the best! Glad we can support each other love!