
It was just a nightmare. He’s in fact a virgin still, he’s mentioned in his internal monologue sometime
before that Jeonsu would be his first time being with anyone as well. I doubt with how strict his father is he’d have had any opportunity to date let alone besmirch the family name by being a “fuckboy” or having casual relationships.

The thing that kinda confuses me is that what we saw in the last few chapters is that when he had to suck the old guys dick, his monologue suggests that it was his first time having to use his body like that. Him being overwhelmed and trying to tell his dad that he can't do it and him trying to kill himself afterward, even though he didn't do anything tells me that he never had to do something like that before. Or I could be wrong and I could be forgetting something. ( ̄へ ̄)
plz tell me that was just a bad dream and he didn't get gang graped in front of crusty old man ╥﹏╥