
as in a body part.......@miyoko
as to sheatoocool, if they kept bothering you to do the same thing over and over again. they aren't your friends. time to find new friends to hang with. also get some help from a therapist for 2 reasons. 1. it will help you get rid of the toxic so called friends and 2. it will help you get over things you see as toxic. ....and really 3 reasons 3. set better limits for yourself you can stand up to and not be pushed over by other people.

Bro I genuinely can’t tell anyone else, all my friend follow my social media platforms, I’m just asking for empathy in the only way I can I genuinely need help I couldn’t even sleep last night and I swear this place was the last one I could think of, I don’t have anyone close enough to me to tell them what I went through but it’s been eating at me I’m trying to tell myself that it’s life and that shit happens but I’m still with these fucking people and I can’t look any of them in the eyes if I ask my mom to pick me up I’ll start sobbing in her arms and I’m not ready to face her I literally threw up in the fucking sink I don’t know what to tell you

No im literally crying as im typing this like i really wish it didn’t happen but yes it all happened in the span of one night and so like one of the girls kept like saying yall are lame and the other kept talking about how she wanted to freak like literally the whole day leading up to and I told them that I’m a virgin and that I’ve never done anything aside from like a peck on the lips, but then one girl said she was gonna go to sleep if someone didn’t do something so I started playing with her chest and then the other girl came and I started playing with hers, and then she took of her shirt, I sucked on her breasts and then the rest after that, when I came out of the sheets I expected someone to like laugh or say something or call me nasty but it was just dead silent and my best friend of 7 years looked so fucking disappointed that I almost got down on my knees and balled right there, I felt like I just threw away my innocence for people I don’t know at the cost of my best friend and I’m scared that it’ll come out and my mom will kill me and I’ll get kicked out

And no one fucking stopped me i wish someone fucking stopped me I literally put soap in my fucking mouth I hardly know this girl and I’m literally asexual I thought like at the moment wait actually I don’t even know what the fuck I was thinking but I really just want reassurance that I’m not a terrible person and that I didn’t ruins my friends sleepover or I don’t think I’ll be able to get over this

Okay like specifically that part like honestly I’m sorry for brushing over it I just like was trying to avoid it but honestly I don’t want this to sound funny but the smell was bothering me the whole time and we were under the sheet but I used my tongue and she kept grabbing my hands and like hint to use my fingers but I just didn’t want to cause I just wanted to be done and I honestly didn’t want the girl to feel bad or like I was disgusted by her so I just continued
Please I urgently need help. I had a sleepover at my friends house and the two other girls there wanted to play truth or dare, and mind you these girls wanted it to be freaky, but the whole time we were playing I kept on giving out lame dates like “I dare you to say blue” or “I dare you to wear ___’s glasses” but then this one girl kept calling us lame and the other was about to go to sleep, and she kept saying she was gonna sleep unless someone did sumn freaky so I started like touching them and I started sucking one of the girls chests and then I ate her fucking cat I wanna cry, I never wanted to do that and in the middle of the game I kept saying let’s just watch a movie I wish I never came here I wanna cry so bad I hate this I wish I never came I should’ve never played this stupid game I hate myself someone please give me advice I don’t think I can take the guilt of facing my parents after what I did I’ve never done anything like that before