It actually happens to me too . Like all the things I show affection to , cats , animals, even a pet lizard , they all die and perish in some way and as soon as I consider someone special to me , friend or partner , the relationship doesn't last either. I'm literally so scared of it i just turn off my feelings at this point. If anyone bounded me like this pls come forth cuz I can't take it anymore
It actually happens to me too . Like all the things I show affection to , cats , animals, even a pet lizard , they all die and perish in some way and as soon as I consider someone special to me , friend or partner , the relationship doesn't last either. I'm literally so scared of it i just turn off my feelings at this point. If anyone bounded me like this pls come forth cuz I can't take it anymore