This seriously hits so hard home. I already read this a while ago but I had forgotten what it was about so I re read it and it just made my heart hurt even more. As someone who’s struggling to accept their sexuality due to the fear of rejection , the after life , I don’t want to burn eternally in hell..I was raised in a religious environment and I was thought what was right and what wasn’t. I wish that I could happily love who I love, but the fear of what will happen when I die gives me this endless anxiety, and also knowing my family would never accept such thing. For anyone who’s reading this, know that your not alone. Don’t ever feel ashamed of yourself , I know that’s rich coming from me who has a strong sense of shame and fear , but I know despite of how hard things get you will get through this and I hope you can come to accept who you are and love who you love for I doubt I will ever get to that point , but you, I know you can and I wish u eternal happiness
This seriously hits so hard home. I already read this a while ago but I had forgotten what it was about so I re read it and it just made my heart hurt even more. As someone who’s struggling to accept their sexuality due to the fear of rejection , the after life , I don’t want to burn eternally in hell..I was raised in a religious environment and I was thought what was right and what wasn’t. I wish that I could happily love who I love, but the fear of what will happen when I die gives me this endless anxiety, and also knowing my family would never accept such thing. For anyone who’s reading this, know that your not alone. Don’t ever feel ashamed of yourself , I know that’s rich coming from me who has a strong sense of shame and fear , but I know despite of how hard things get you will get through this and I hope you can come to accept who you are and love who you love for I doubt I will ever get to that point , but you, I know you can and I wish u eternal happiness