this manhwa is REALLY similar to No Reason

Min March 26, 2025 4:53 pm

i've been reading the translated chapters on lily, and tbh i'm debating just dropping this. i can read a lot of fucked up stuff, but reading the way juyeon torments jiwook and watching his mental state deteriorate is so painful. this story actually treats rape like rape and shows its aftermath in a relatively realistic manner, so it's hard to detach yourself by thinking of it as the old tropey rape you so commonly see in older bl (where it's depicted either as not a big deal or even humorously).
SPOILERS BELOW: GRAPHIC
other than the brutal rape, juyeon beats jiwook so much to the point he starts shaking whenever juyeon is near him, forces jiwook to piss and shit in "pads" and then looks at him like he's disgusting afterwards, leashes and confines him to a room with no freedom to go out, orchestrates his gangrape (apparently multiple times??), gives him a dogbowl to eat out of (which jiwook doesn't) and essentially starves him etc etc. apparently even more horrifying things happen in the future (such as jiwook getting raped by a dog, him having vivid hallucinations of his rapists, attempting suicide) but i haven't read that far yet so idk how true they are.
and all of this is depicted in a truly depressing and bleak manner where even after you find out what jiwook did to nake juyeon do all these things to him, you still feel bad for him. it's not often i wish for one of the main characters to just die in a story i read, but i think the best ending would've been juyeon dying and jiwook running away OR jiwook succeeding in his suicide attempt. but in the story jiwook and juyeon end up together in the end and that's so depressing to me. they will end up miserable for the rest of their lives together.

Responses
    UUta0 March 26, 2025 6:27 pm

    What’s worse is that the MC has hyper sexuality now due to the rape, so he wants more. Author is sick ngl.

    Narashika March 26, 2025 9:56 pm

    he was gang raped?! wtf?

    UUta0 March 27, 2025 12:00 am
    he was gang raped?! wtf? Narashika

    Yup..and MC got hyper sexually from it if I remember correctly. He was gang raped by several guys.

    Min March 27, 2025 3:08 am
    he was gang raped?! wtf? Narashika

    yep, and SPOILERS



    juyeon orchestrates it because jiwook refused to stay in his home like juyeon proposed in the last chapter. juyeon takes it as jiwook being disobedient and lets jiwook get beaten and gangraped. afterwards, pictures and videos of his rape is distributed including to suhyeok (the brown haired fox eyed guy). juyeon ofc uses this as blackmail as well, and blames jiwook for getting raped ("it was your fault this happened, you didn't listen to me" etc etc). this gangrape is sort of a turning point for jiwook's mental health bx it just keeps getting worse for him from here on out.
    ofc his body understands after repeatedly being raped by juyeon that angry juyeon = he's going to beat him up, not angry juyeon = sex. so his body becomes further conditioned to view "sex" (aka his rape) as a positive thing because at least he's not being hurt.

    UUta0 March 27, 2025 3:18 am
    yep, and SPOILERSjuyeon orchestrates it because jiwook refused to stay in his home like juyeon proposed in the last chapter. juyeon takes it as jiwook being disobedient and lets jiwook get beaten and gangraped.... Min

    This is just from novel right? Not from raws of manhua? Or is there raws manhua link? Thank you.

    I honestly don’t know how to feel about this.
    Both of them have hurt each other gravely, and no redeeming either of them. I’m just shocked!

    Was the gang rape just one time or he continues to get gang raped multiple times?

    Min March 27, 2025 4:04 am
    This is just from novel right? Not from raws of manhua? Or is there raws manhua link? Thank you.I honestly don’t know how to feel about this.Both of them have hurt each other gravely, and no redeeming either ... UUta0

    yes it is from the novel.
    i have read until ch 22 of the novel, and he gets gangraped once however in the last chapter one of the people who raped him - lee sangjin - attempts to rape him again. someone in the comments also said that he gets gangraped multiple times - so i believe this will happen again in the future chapters unfortunately.
    this story just makes me sad for both of them :/

    UUta0 March 27, 2025 4:16 am
    yes it is from the novel. i have read until ch 22 of the novel, and he gets gangraped once however in the last chapter one of the people who raped him - lee sangjin - attempts to rape him again. someone in the ... Min

    I really hope that isn’t true. One time is already bad

    Leewonj33 March 27, 2025 8:10 am

    He's raped by a dog? What in the fuck??? Why would anyone write something like This? I mean I understand this shit also happens to people in real life but imagine drawing all of that and writing it in detail as some sort of enjoyment or idk sumthin

    Min March 27, 2025 1:45 pm
    He's raped by a dog? What in the fuck??? Why would anyone write something like This? I mean I understand this shit also happens to people in real life but imagine drawing all of that and writing it in detail as... Leewonj33

    the artist who is drawing this isn't actually the author who wrote the original novel. some parts of the novel have been changed for the manhwa adaptation and the bestiality aspect is one of them i believe, so there won't be any bestiality shown in the manhwa.

    Returntobuddhalol March 27, 2025 6:35 pm

    My jaw is on the floor..

    Returntobuddhalol March 27, 2025 6:35 pm
    the artist who is drawing this isn't actually the author who wrote the original novel. some parts of the novel have been changed for the manhwa adaptation and the bestiality aspect is one of them i believe, so ... Min

    Still.. its crazy that anyone would even be up to draw such a novel, but anythijg for the cash ig

    Leewonj33 March 28, 2025 6:51 am
    the artist who is drawing this isn't actually the author who wrote the original novel. some parts of the novel have been changed for the manhwa adaptation and the bestiality aspect is one of them i believe, so ... Min

    Still though how could the author of the novel write something like this in detail