Thoughts

This is coming from someone who’s been in poly relationships, so don’t think I hate poly. It’s just that I always have a good discussion in case of jealousy, we talk things out and make sure each are loved. There should be strict communication, not evasion.

I see this as a poly since Nux mentioned not seeing them as one, plus the physical aspect makes it poly.

Someone else mentioned this as well, but it does feel like cheating! Borderline, due to insecurities and not enough talk. Nux knows that other Owen is jealous, especially the Main Owen. He did reassure Main Owen but I feel like there should’ve been more. Especially when someone spoiled to me that Main Owen hurt himself apparently, out of insecurity.

Tan Owen asked: “You’re willing to put up with the rest of us to be with Main Owen?”

He has to sleep with other Owens or marry them in order to be with Main Owen? Is this because all of their memories are connected? I was thinking Nux saw them all as one person. But he said this that made me feel icky:

“To be honest, I still don’t see the 5 of you as one.”

—Or maybe he is just saying that because all Owens have different personalities, behavior, and memory gaps so Nux isn’t wrong about his view. I’m excited for the future chapters of the marriage, but this all feels forced. Nux deciding this while his other two jealous ones are upset. I hope the 6some is nice, and Main Owen/Handkerchief isn’t jealous.

And again, he met all the Owens at the same time, it’s not like he had history with Main Owen beforehand, so I don’t feel too bad about it. I just hope this whole jealousy thing can be over with!

Literally fucking myself with my overthinking.