Okey she reborn 1001 ( correct me if I'm mistaking) and she never date ? I mean are you s...

I mean... she had more than one lover dying... she might have dated.

I can imagine that if she knew she always died whenever she reached a certain age, she might have wanted to save anyone the heartbreak

When she reach 17 she remember her past, and I think she living a her life. I don't know but something is missing.