1) i honestly don’t like taehwa. i think my rating for him, as of right now, 4/10. i think that’s too generous, 3/10. for him to say he would sa him bc he doesn’t let him sleep w him, after he saw what the fuck the piano teacher was doing to him when they were younger?? well that’s the stereotypical mafia/debt collector ml for you in bl. also his temper, i don’t like when they get mad easily. he’s possessive, i see that, but dude gets angry easily, and i also get why maybe it’s trauma? would trauma be a good word for this? since he saw what that piano teacher was doing to cheonghyeon but like come on bro, what he said to him when he was visiting him at jail and when they were at his house was out of pocket ughhh
2) sex right after he trauma dumped on him?? bro didn’t even apologize he just said, basically in these words, “leave or i’ll jump at you again.” wtf?? and maybe it’s just me but i feel like he should tell him what the fuck happened at the teachers house since cheonghyeon said “let’s clear up everything” like wouldn’t that have been a perfect time to say something? but not outright say “oh yeah your piano teacher took photos and videos of you and jerked off while you were unconscious” but like “oh there was an actual reason why i beat up that piano teacher but i’ll tell you when you are in a better mental state”. idk if that’s just me, maybe it was to early or idk, but the sex was not needed that early in the story.
anyways, hopefully he sticks to his word about changing, even though he already let him down when cheonghyeon told him to stop or go slower and he didn’t. i also want them to get therapy, they need it for sure.
my two cents on this:
1) i honestly don’t like taehwa. i think my rating for him, as of right now, 4/10. i think that’s too generous, 3/10. for him to say he would sa him bc he doesn’t let him sleep w him, after he saw what the fuck the piano teacher was doing to him when they were younger?? well that’s the stereotypical mafia/debt collector ml for you in bl. also his temper, i don’t like when they get mad easily. he’s possessive, i see that, but dude gets angry easily, and i also get why maybe it’s trauma? would trauma be a good word for this? since he saw what that piano teacher was doing to cheonghyeon but like come on bro, what he said to him when he was visiting him at jail and when they were at his house was out of pocket ughhh
2) sex right after he trauma dumped on him?? bro didn’t even apologize he just said, basically in these words, “leave or i’ll jump at you again.” wtf?? and maybe it’s just me but i feel like he should tell him what the fuck happened at the teachers house since cheonghyeon said “let’s clear up everything” like wouldn’t that have been a perfect time to say something? but not outright say “oh yeah your piano teacher took photos and videos of you and jerked off while you were unconscious” but like “oh there was an actual reason why i beat up that piano teacher but i’ll tell you when you are in a better mental state”. idk if that’s just me, maybe it was to early or idk, but the sex was not needed that early in the story.
anyways, hopefully he sticks to his word about changing, even though he already let him down when cheonghyeon told him to stop or go slower and he didn’t. i also want them to get therapy, they need it for sure.